So, I'm still alive. I just can't think of what to write right now for my entry...On that note, I'm not even sure that there are any readers left to be writing for...eh, that's not gonna stop me. I can just be random and crazy and not worry about anyone reading or scoffing at my poor sense of humor that I find humorous(primarily because I'm pretty convinced that there are no readers left). So once again, you've failed my archnemesis! YOU know who you are!
I finally got my lil' vixen out and I'm now riding it on beautiful sunny days like today! (for any of those that are either perplexed or worried by that previous statement, lil' vixen is my Kawasaki Ninja 500R!) I have to say, the last two weeks without her and having to watch all these other riders enjoy the beautiful weather on THEIR motorcycles was torturous!
I am also learning Tagalog (sort of). I try to remember to give myself a little break on the whole "beating yourself up" thing because I realize I tend to set the bars too high when it comes to expectations of myself (but it's really hard!). That's what I keep telling myself. I'm beginning to understand things at the meetings and get a general idea of what they're talking about (like it's hard to go there and figure out WHAT the meeting is going to generally be about!). I have really enjoyed learning it though, and the friends there are wonderful. No matter the discouragements or how many, just as many or more encouragements arise to meet them, as long as I keep my eyes out for them. It reminds me that we are provided shelter, even when it's in the middle of the storm, and it's sure to hold up against the weather. It's been challanging, but worth it by far, very rewarding. Besides, by no means have I had more challenges than the other mga kapatid (brothers and sisters) before me that learned the language so they could do as the text for this year says, "lubusang magpatotoo sa mabuting balita". I admire them for their hard work and efforts. They do so much, I hope soon to be able to share the load rather than add to it. There's a good friend there that I have been asking a lot from, and she's been so willing to do what she can, all of mga kapatid have. They've all been so willing to welcome me into their social circles and have been so patient with me. I am so glad that they are willing to extend a great amount of mercy to me.
I haven't really been as comfortable with my new friends as I should, I don't really joke around much with them. It's my fault, I don't allow myself to be comfortable with them. I worry about too much with all the new things I'm encountering. I tend to do that. Unfortunately, I've withdrawn back into my shell. It's been broken before, it just has to be broken again! I keep telling myself, this is just a bump, transitions always start out rough like this right? ... 0_o peoplez? right! Ganbatte Sharkie! (great! Now I'm talking to myself in third person form!) Well, I think that's enough nonsense for one day. I ended up talking about a lot more than I had intended. That should last you guys for about another three months right? Alrightalright!
Keep those eyes on this nonsensical page...
(dictionary.com is taking WAY too long to load *yes anything more than 10 seconds classifies as WAY too long, I'm impatient! What! You didn't know this by now?!* [just kidding! I'm just impatient when it come to internet and computers...and driving ;p] so if I spelled nonsensical incorrectly I want you to EAT IT! XD) Okay, bye now.
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hey Melissa yes some are still here watching to keep updated like myself weather i get an email from ya or you post on here just about my spring colors and waterfalls dvd done i'll send you a copy when is finnished hope the other disc worked ok for you been working on my bike the past couple days getting ready to ride myself cant wait mines a dirt bike though 86 yamaha tt 350 fun bike though well ttyl kiddo.
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hey melissa could you send me your address again the pda that i had it on died so i lost everything i would greatly appreciate it your mailing address thanks kiddo talk to u later
ReplyDeletehey M figured i just send emails here on the off chance you check this a lil more often than ur other email not sure how likely that is but one can always hope LOL just joking hope everything is well with you started working at the albertsons gas station there on allen creek road the one close to where you were staying when down here hows the weather this week or last month just in case u don't get to this til June lol
ReplyDeletesorry another joke but June isn't that far away though its tomorrow lol yeah i signed up so i could put post on here while i was on umemployment for a while i spent quite of time on facebook thanks to my cousin up in vancouver ,WA we talk every so often i still use it to talk with people but not near as much as im working full time our assembly is closing in fast on us too looking forward to it we our going to salem this this its getting closer which is nice only 3 1/2 hour drive time instead of 6 or 7 i know we r spoiled some have to travel days in other countrys welp gotto get ready for meeting ttyl and hope to here from soon sharkie
hey melissa just wanted to drop by and say howdy see hows ya was doing ait heard from ya in quite some time hope this finds you well and in good health. you still at the same address or have ya moved i know the last time you mentioned tat were going to be moving . i'll writig a letter to you on paper just to see if you get that first lol. we'll be finding out when our next district convention will be reall excited i will be getting paid to go to this one i'll have paid vacation from work built up i think thats cool
ReplyDeletewelp id better get ready 4 work i'll hopefully talk to u soon take care your friend Michael Scott Grants pass east